Simply completed my greatest estimates of my portfolio worth immediately. It isn’t trying fairly, down 25%. My worst ever day by a rustic mile.

Firstly, it ought to be famous I’m not a supporter of this invasion. I would favor it if Russia hadn’t invaded. I believe they’ve respectable considerations relating to NATO membership. It isn’t purely a defensive alliance however a full takeover was not the way in which to get these considerations taken severely. I hope each the Russian and Ukrainian folks thrive and prosper. In the end I put money into shares to generate profits and check out to take action dispassionately and rationally. Some folks discover this chilly / difficult / upsetting, significantly as soon as lives are misplaced. I attempt to take away any ethical grounds from something I do in investing. I didn’t trigger this disaster, the place my cash is has nothing to do with who/what I help. I’m only a man making the perfect of the world I discover myself in…

I accurately judged the Ukraine/ Russian invasion, up till the tanks crossed the border I used to be flat. I had been whipsawed out and in, following information that they have been withdrawing troops / had agreed with Macron to not invade. I lastly withdrew all my cash as soon as Russia withdrew diplomats – if it wasnt secure for them, it definitely wasn’t secure for my cash.

The place all of it went flawed was as soon as the invasion began. I assumed it will be a repeat of the Georgian invasion. There was substantial precedent and logic to again this up. Non nice energy vs nice energy conflicts often go a method. Troopers preventing in opposition to (what I assumed) have been insurmountable odds typically give up. I definitely would have – that is they key level to the place my although course of went flawed. Typically I assume everybody thinks like me, this isn’t appropriate and is one thing I search for. I’m conscious of the flaw and attempt to work spherical it – avoiding (say) client / vogue shares as I do not know what Joe Publc likes. As I assumed the Ukranians had no likelihood and thought they wouldnt struggle I assumed the conflict can be over by the weekend with a decisive Russian victory. Putin appears to have thought a lot the identical. This evidently wasn’t the way it went… I didnt put enough weight on the likelihood that having skilled years of Russian domination the inhabitants wasnt eager for a repeat and would struggle. I additionally underestimated their effectiveness, I’ve heard that many males have been rotated into the Donbass so have at the least some army expertise vs the Russian conscripts with none. Having frolicked in Jap Europe I ought to have remembered how fiercely nationalistic the folks have been over there, it truly is a distinct mindset.

So I received in about 18% of my portfolio at or near the lows on Thursday (the day of the invasion). This was OK as I had an excellent entry worth – shares on double digit yields, fractions of e-book worth, 50% down from the prior day. I used to be pondering calmly and rationally, Russia would nonetheless want appartments constructing, nonetheless want banks, nonetheless mine and promote sources.

Friday I assumed my anticipated end result was coming true, talks had/ have been going to start out. SWIFT wasnt going to be impacted, sanctions have been delicate. Most issues I held have been up about 18%, so I made a decision to do what all good merchants / buyers do and add to my profitable positions. I’ve some leverage accessible to do issues like this / for particular occassions so did. I ended up about 15-20% geared as at shut Friday (roughly relies upon what I embrace when calculating this. I anticipated the weekend to carry peace negotiations and Monday all can be nicely. I used to be at a 33% weight. (Leverage is now lower by trimming elsewhere).

That didn’t occur. The conflict intensified, Ukranians fought, SWIFT was turned off (principally). To handle threat I shorted half the rouble worth of my Russian belongings through Futures, considerably nervous of what Monday would carry. I solely shorted half as the opposite half (roughly) have been useful resource exporters so a fall within the rouble, in some ways, shouldn’t have an effect on them negatively. I’ve lower some Russian inventory publicity at losses immediately. Very eager to not be whipsawed if excellent news comes out on this. Its arduous to worth however I anticipate I’ve about 28% of my belongings in Russia – based mostly on Friday’s closing costs (as MOEX didn’t commerce immediately)…

Scenario I’m now in is Russia that has mainly anounced capital controls, my cash is caught for the forseeable. It was totally on MOEX as I used to be attempting to keep away from being pressured to promote by Western authorities. It is also trying like I couldn’t purchase extra even when I wished to resulting from sanctions. Potential that sooner or later I’ll look again on this as a blessing in disguise. I’m unable to panic-sell and might be in on close to a multi-decade low. This after all, could possibly be the identical delusion which received me into this case within the first place.

This truly isn’t my largest concern. I studied worldwide relations, varied wars and know (to some extent) how these items go. The present trajectory just isn’t good. NATO/US/EU are utilizing the Ukranians to struggle the Russians. Russia will nonetheless finally win, sadly because the Ukranians are preventing arduous the Russians should too. This implies bombing cities, ravenous folks into submission. If civilians are making molotov cocktails / taking pictures they are going to quickly be perceived as a goal with predictable outcomes. It’s very troublesome for a ‘strongman’ chief resembling Putin to surrender and admit defeat. Equally arduous for NATO/US/EU/Ukraine to again down. Worse nonetheless is that Russian doctrine envisages a attainable nuclear first strike with a view to intimidating an opponent to give up. The EU is already closely resupplying the Ukranians. There’s speak of a no-fly zone being imposed. This could simply result in Russia hanging the bases of these planes, resulting in retaliation, and off we go to WW3. No-one needs this however it may occur.

Russia can also prohibit oil/gasoline gross sales, I believe it’s now a possible subsequent step. Ukraine could not wish to compromise with the EU at it’s again and after a greater than anticipated efficiency.

Hopefully cease-fire talks can result in some mutually agreeable compromise and a de-escalation. If it doesnt, I plan to go away the UK for South America as soon as the primary nuke is dropped, want to consider how I’ll fund this journey to keep away from the apocalypse, it truly makes crypto look fairly atttractive. Numerous you’ll suppose ‘this may by no means occur’, fairly frankly, good, I’m betting on this as it can make it attainable for me to go away while you suppose conflict is way away from you.

I’m additionally a bit involved concerning the results of one more financial collapse on Russia. If you happen to imagine (as I do) that economics drives the psyche of a folks – two main collapses in 30 years in a closely armed energy can’t be an excellent factor and if this doesn’t instantly begin a serious conflict it could nicely form the mindset of somebody who will sooner or later.

That is reminding me of the Suez disaster army victory adopted by a speedy financial / diplomatic defeat and withdrawal – a fading energy, humbled.

For these which are these are the Russian shares I ‘personal’. Weights are very tough – and as per Friday – so I anticipate to be 40-50% down now.

Not going to promote now, historical past exhibits that the perfect time to purchase is usually whenever you really feel like puking and proper now I really feel like puking. I make it a rule to not promote at market lows with out shopping for one thing else (although I’ve bent this to scale back leverage). I used to be going to reallocate between concepts – trying like that gained’t now be attainable so I’m caught with my allocation.

Undecided what the lesson is from all that is. Have had fairly just a few harsh feedback on twitter alongside the traces of – don’t do enterprise with dictators / you’re immoral/Putin will take your cash. Not satisfied. Putin actually was fairly a light dictator of a serious energy earlier than this. Valuations have been to low to disregard – if I had been round within the 90’s I’d have completed the identical factor and made a fortune, I’ll but, Putin may simply be eliminated – what PE would Russia commerce at with a contemporary forward-looking chief ?

I shouldn’t have added a lot on Friday. I assumed I understood the dangers I used to be taking however didn’t – because the saying goes – it isn’t what you don’t know that kills you, it’s what you recognize that simply ain’t so. I often have a 20% nation/inventory/thought restrict however that is hazy – I’ve had over 50% in sources for fairly some time and have at instances put c30% in a single inventory. I’ve to push a bit the place I see alternative, significantly as I’ve discovered worth alternatives that I like more and more arduous to seek out.

Assuming the worst case of a close to 100% Russia write-off it can take me 2 years to get again to the place I used to be at my typical/typical 20% development price… Not going to hurry into anything, will let this settle in my thoughts and see how the subsequent week performs out.

As ever, feedback welcomed.